I’m just trying to overcompensate for being average. Often, I’m half-asleep and writing about made-up feelings.
My goal, really, is to be less of an idiot.
Copyright © Alyazya, 2017-2026, http://www.yazzeus.com, http://www.alyazya.me. Everything published on this site is my own: writing and pictures.
That last line is hilarious! When I had a certain dating app which shall remain nameless, my bio always said “I was never cool, but I had cool friends”
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Nothing beats self-deprecating humor
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I’m sure you’re just being humble. So why did you start a blog?
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For very boring reasons. I’m simply trying to improve my language skills and get over my fear of posting something bad. It’s also nice way to connect with others.
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It’s interesting for sure. I’ve become friends with people as far away as New Zealand through blogging
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That really great, you got my hopes up. But really all the matters is that deep connection between my laptop and I
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Hahahahahahahahaha 😛 you’re too much to handle
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I relate.
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😊
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I find my laptop has become a flying carpet that magics me off to so many amazing people and places around the world.
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Happily socializing from the comfort of our bedrooms
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Nothing average here 👌🏼
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That’s too sweet of you
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Something tells me that you’re NO idiot! 😉
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That’s sweet. Thank you!
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Thanks for dropping by! Looking forward to checking your posts out 🙂
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Anytime 😊 I hope you like what you read
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Lovely to meet you. It strikes me that average people with a hint of idiocy don’t write like you do nor do they possess the intelligence, both conventional and emotional, that is revealed in your writing. My best to you and yours.
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Thank you so much! I am humbled by your kind words. It means a lot to me. 💚
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Looks like you’re succeeding with your goal. Bob
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I’m glad you think so 😊
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Nice to know you. Thanks for visiting and liking Keeping Up with My Jones.
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💕💕💕
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yazzeus,
Good that you have a goal but why do you think you are an idiot?
Is that your own conclusion or others’ opinion?
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Neither, it’s just my sense of humor.
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Have a sense of humor, do you? You’re not average, after all.
If someone says you’re an idiot, maybe they’re just projecting. You’re an intelligent lady.
Keep your sense of humor alive; the world needs humor. 😉
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you are so pretty
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Thanks sweety 🐰💕
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I can’t wait to read more from your blog! Btw, are you wearing a Rolex watch?
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Thanks! I’m so happy you’re here ∩(︶▽︶)∩ Uhhh, yeah I am
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I’m happy to be reading your blog too!
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Awww, you’re the cutest!
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do you ever write poetry?
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I write what comes to me as it comes to me. I only ever wrote a poem once.
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There is a poet in everyone, just as they say there is a novel in each of us.
You simply have to set them free.
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Thank you for the like and nice blog – very cool!
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Hi
Thank you so much for finding my blog and liking a post. Hope you come back again soon
Trina
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Thanks for checking out my blog, I really like your introduction – we share the same goal 😀
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🐰💘
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I like your writing. Thank you for putting yourself out there. And thank you for dropping by my own little corner in the internet. Nice meeting you yazzeus! May you be blessed. 🙂
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Thank you! Come by again 😊
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Thanks for investing time in other’s work. I’ll be sure to check out your thoughts!
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I don’t usually read long posts but I really enjoyed reading yours.
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And I thank you for the patience. I’m still finding my way to the right post length, to be honest 🙂
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As long as it says what you want, it doesn’t matter. Worry less about the length. 😊
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We are all working really hard to be “less of an idiot”. I don’t know about me but for sure you are not one of them.
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Hahaha, thank you. I’m sure you aren’t either.
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I think you are the furthest thing from an idiot. For what I have read, you have amazing talent. 🙂
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Hahaha, thanks 😊
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It’s a good cover but nothing strange.
Because nothing is as it seems
Isn’t just a phrase.
It’s a good cover to shake hands
But you know you are waiting
On your heart, its wonder and pangs
For that is what fills your pen
The page blank
Hanging then
Uncovers the restless heart
Wanting, wanting
To cast itself abroad
And finally know
That it is not alone
But safe with him, her and I
Its friends far away
Whom it does not know
Who but hold its careful scribble
In their two palms
And have a glimse
Of you
Behind the cover
In their own hearts.
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Good look 🙂 I’m still trying myself but failed miserable
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What? Hi there.
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okay, so I lie, you are amazing gorgeous, let’s not lie, and I’m sure I’ll be convince otherwise as I begin listening to who you are.
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And believe it or not, governments, and companies, and entities, delete and maneuver data. We can live in lust or in light, I choose lust I think.
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Thanks for liking my post, Your writings are very dark but interesting. I look forward to reading more posts!
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I’ve been reading your blog posts non stop this evening. You have an interesting way of delivering your “made-up” feelings. Looking forward for more!
Hugs from Milan, Italy xx
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Thank you, Sophia! I’m happy you enjoyed my blog and it means so much to me that you went through my blog! I hope to see you here again soon ^^
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Only those who have not discovered the full potential of themselves are considered average. Each and every one of us is unique in our own way and the most difficult part is discovering our uniqueness. By the way, thank you so much for stopping by and liking my post.
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You’re a lot less of an idiot than I was at 21, I’m just grateful there was no social media back then.
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Love reading your posts! You’ve got a great sense of humour and you really transport the reader into different worlds in each piece. That’s a rare talent & you’re brilliant at it. Keep it up! Hugs from Devon 😀
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Thank you ^^
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Your blog is amazing and your thoughts are interesting for me. I think you have a great talent in writing and communicating with others, this is great! keep up the great job dear.
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Thank you so much. Your words mean a lot to me 💙
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Funny intro. I have news for you, we’re all idiots, LOL, you’re not alone.
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Hahaha ^^
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You’re ridiculously talented and your writing really digs into me. Thank you for sharing this blog and I’m happy to have discovered it.
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This means a lot to me. Thank you.
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It’s easy to be an idiot when you’re half-asleep. It’s also easier to let things slide (off your back) when you’re that tired, too, provided you don’t become irked like a hibernating bear. I can be quite silly and less nervous/self-conscious when I am tired. But, if someone makes loud noises or pushes me to work late into the night, I feel filthy and become quite irritable.
Made-up feelings?
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I like silliness prompted by how tired I am. Everything is a little funnier.
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Yet, it’s as easy to do something really foolish with consequences that linger, too, when you are in that state of mind. It’s not so funny the next morning. And, I may not often be one of “those people” who hurt themselves, but I don’t think it’s smart to chance it, ever. So, count yourself lucky if you can be silly while sleepy and do no greater harm.
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Are unfunny jokes harmful? 😢
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Funny is in the ear/eye of the beholder. Jokes are more dangerous than they are likely to get the desired laugh. And, laughter, like the spotlight bug, is a futile path to chase. People who say they want to be with a funny person might be short-sighted, if they don’t find other elements to “round” that person.
I like being funny. But, I won’t likely be a stand-up comic as a career choice. I’ll take and give my laughs where I can. I won’t rely upon being a clown to consider myself “alive.”
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Somehow I doubt very much you are an idiot at all. Still, we all live to learn and learn to live. Here’s to living and to learning.
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You’re beautiful! So nice to meet you and I’m glad you stopped by my blog so that I could find yours! 🙂 Don’t say you’re an idiot because that’s not true! You’re amazing! Own it! xo
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Hey! Thank you for passing by and thanks for your sweet words 💙
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I can relate to that, and I’m quite on the far side of 21. Now, should one be depressed or heartened by that… in the end, being “special” is overrated and anyway, doesn’t that quality lie in the eye of the beholder? I love the way you write, no matter how special or not you feel that day. Whoever likened your posts to prose poetry is on the nose.
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Thank you for passing by 💜 I’m glad you do! I hope you enjoy my upcoming posts just as much.
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dear Alyazya, thank you for discovering my blog 🙂 just like you, I love to read and write, so I was really happy to read some of your posts and imagine your enthusiasm in writing, that´s so positive 🙂 greetings from sunny Lisbon, PedroL
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Thanks, pedrol! Yeah, writing is the one thing that makes me jump in excitement at 4 a.m. 💙
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ahah 🙂 PedroL
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Good goal! I think I am with you in that myself, lol!
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Hey, Alyazya. I dropped you a line at your hotmail. 🙂
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I want that shirt!
Also hi.
Also I’m going to read your stuff now but I always come to check out the about page first.
Also I want that shirt!
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Hey. hi. The shirt is from Breshka. Maybe you’ll find it online.
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Awesome, 😁
Love the writing too 😁🦆
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Hi,
This is just a quick thank you for the like on my Sunday post.
Thanks,
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Hi!!! Looks like an interesting blog so I hit FOLLOW 🙂
BTW, thanks for liking my posts on my folio blog, The J.F.E. Portfolio. The one I really usually use is this one, The End Justifies the Journey. So I’m following you with this account 😉
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You have a unique voice in your writing. A bit of something i want to pick up in my writing journey. Thanks for dropping by and liking my post. Keep writing !
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Thank you, Charles 💙
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Thanks for liking my post! Also, I’ve never read something so brief that I could identify with so much, right down to the age. Your stuff is awesome, you got yourself a new fan!
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just to say something I’m going to say thank you for liking my blog and I hope to see more from you so I’m gonna follow, so yeah that’s all for now
also I will be more serious about being an idiot and think about that the rest of this day
and have a day like you want it to be, greetings to you
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Reminds me of the good old blogging days ( been here for over 10 years- WordPress alerted me about it today ) when people had cool “About me”s. Of course, you are young and have miles to go- and will write much more than that. But the icebreaker is pretty dope as well 🙂
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Alyazya – you are far from average. You are an inspiration and a gifted wordsmith. I look forward to future contact.
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