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I’m just trying to overcompensate for being average. Often, I’m half-asleep and writing about made-up feelings.

My goal, really, is to be less of an idiot.

Copyright Β© Alyazya, 2017-2026,, Everything published on this site is my own: writing and pictures.

111 thoughts on “Icebreaker

  1. That last line is hilarious! When I had a certain dating app which shall remain nameless, my bio always said “I was never cool, but I had cool friends”

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    1. For very boring reasons. I’m simply trying to improve my language skills and get over my fear of posting something bad. It’s also nice way to connect with others.

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  2. Lovely to meet you. It strikes me that average people with a hint of idiocy don’t write like you do nor do they possess the intelligence, both conventional and emotional, that is revealed in your writing. My best to you and yours.

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  3. Have a sense of humor, do you? You’re not average, after all.
    If someone says you’re an idiot, maybe they’re just projecting. You’re an intelligent lady.
    Keep your sense of humor alive; the world needs humor. πŸ˜‰

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  4. I like your writing. Thank you for putting yourself out there. And thank you for dropping by my own little corner in the internet. Nice meeting you yazzeus! May you be blessed. πŸ™‚

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  5. It’s a good cover but nothing strange.
    Because nothing is as it seems
    Isn’t just a phrase.
    It’s a good cover to shake hands
    But you know you are waiting
    On your heart, its wonder and pangs

    For that is what fills your pen
    The page blank
    Hanging then
    Uncovers the restless heart
    Wanting, wanting
    To cast itself abroad
    And finally know
    That it is not alone
    But safe with him, her and I
    Its friends far away
    Whom it does not know
    Who but hold its careful scribble
    In their two palms
    And have a glimse
    Of you
    Behind the cover
    In their own hearts.

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  6. I’ve been reading your blog posts non stop this evening. You have an interesting way of delivering your “made-up” feelings. Looking forward for more!
    Hugs from Milan, Italy xx

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  7. Only those who have not discovered the full potential of themselves are considered average. Each and every one of us is unique in our own way and the most difficult part is discovering our uniqueness. By the way, thank you so much for stopping by and liking my post.

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  8. Love reading your posts! You’ve got a great sense of humour and you really transport the reader into different worlds in each piece. That’s a rare talent & you’re brilliant at it. Keep it up! Hugs from Devon πŸ˜€

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  9. You’re ridiculously talented and your writing really digs into me. Thank you for sharing this blog and I’m happy to have discovered it.

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  10. It’s easy to be an idiot when you’re half-asleep. It’s also easier to let things slide (off your back) when you’re that tired, too, provided you don’t become irked like a hibernating bear. I can be quite silly and less nervous/self-conscious when I am tired. But, if someone makes loud noises or pushes me to work late into the night, I feel filthy and become quite irritable.

    Made-up feelings?

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    1. Yet, it’s as easy to do something really foolish with consequences that linger, too, when you are in that state of mind. It’s not so funny the next morning. And, I may not often be one of “those people” who hurt themselves, but I don’t think it’s smart to chance it, ever. So, count yourself lucky if you can be silly while sleepy and do no greater harm.


    2. Funny is in the ear/eye of the beholder. Jokes are more dangerous than they are likely to get the desired laugh. And, laughter, like the spotlight bug, is a futile path to chase. People who say they want to be with a funny person might be short-sighted, if they don’t find other elements to “round” that person.

      I like being funny. But, I won’t likely be a stand-up comic as a career choice. I’ll take and give my laughs where I can. I won’t rely upon being a clown to consider myself “alive.”

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  11. You’re beautiful! So nice to meet you and I’m glad you stopped by my blog so that I could find yours! πŸ™‚ Don’t say you’re an idiot because that’s not true! You’re amazing! Own it! xo


  12. I can relate to that, and I’m quite on the far side of 21. Now, should one be depressed or heartened by that… in the end, being “special” is overrated and anyway, doesn’t that quality lie in the eye of the beholder? I love the way you write, no matter how special or not you feel that day. Whoever likened your posts to prose poetry is on the nose.

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  13. dear Alyazya, thank you for discovering my blog πŸ™‚ just like you, I love to read and write, so I was really happy to read some of your posts and imagine your enthusiasm in writing, thatΒ΄s so positive πŸ™‚ greetings from sunny Lisbon, PedroL

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  14. You have a unique voice in your writing. A bit of something i want to pick up in my writing journey. Thanks for dropping by and liking my post. Keep writing !

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  15. Thanks for liking my post! Also, I’ve never read something so brief that I could identify with so much, right down to the age. Your stuff is awesome, you got yourself a new fan!


  16. just to say something I’m going to say thank you for liking my blog and I hope to see more from you so I’m gonna follow, so yeah that’s all for now

    also I will be more serious about being an idiot and think about that the rest of this day

    and have a day like you want it to be, greetings to you


  17. Reminds me of the good old blogging days ( been here for over 10 years- WordPress alerted me about it today ) when people had cool “About me”s. Of course, you are young and have miles to go- and will write much more than that. But the icebreaker is pretty dope as well πŸ™‚

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