I’m searching through my days for something that can explain this feeling.
I’m looking to escape a world that has no end.
I don’t know what to do about time when it’s fleeting,
but I know I’ll die soon so why waste my time trying to pretend.
I question whether my heart is done healing.
I dream of living without needing to defend.
I wonder if they notice what my walls are shielding…
Do they see my soul gleaming,
or my love for life deepening?
Or do they look for old wounds?
Will they attack? Will it hurt?
On what will their vision depend?
I search through seconds but they escape me.
I search through the stars but they’re already dead.
I search for answers and my mind is cursing me, because I never trust myself.
I shouldn’t have to question this but I’m choosing to be blind.
I shouldn’t have to wonder…
I shouldn’t have to defend.
Love, Alyazya
ALYAZYA 
I’m looking to escape a world that has no end.🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
This is a real truth…. Everyone’s doing this now… running from something or the other…💔
Good work!!!💛💛💛
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Yes, we’re all trying to run away from things we can’t escape 😢
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True💔
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You are prolific as usual
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Thank you so much! You’re so kind 💙 I’m glad you enjoyed it!
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Welcome
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“I search through seconds but they escape me.
I search through the stars but they’re already dead.”
So beautiful. I love the way you captured the feeling of uncertainty and that constant internal battle with our own minds.
MY FAV PIECE YET. ❤
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Thank you 💙 I’m so happy you liked this, Sara! Your opinion means a lot to me!
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This is marvellous. Really spoke to me.
Thanks
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💙💙💙
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You rock! ❤
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Awww 💙
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Hang in there! So much of life is temporary. Discovering what’s sustainable is worth the wait.
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It truly is
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If you are searching, you are bound to explore and when you are exploring you must never deny what you have decided to do, just try another path!
Ciao!
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Wow, sooper awesome dear 💝🤗💞
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Glad you like it! 💙
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Blessings
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Your images and arts are amazing and very unique. What’s the very good reason behind it? If you don’t mind?
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Oh, thank you! So happy that you think that 💙 I don’t know how to answer that. I just write what comes to mind 😯
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That’s nice. Actually I found something extra ordinary Art in many of your blog posts. Btw your writing is also wonderful.
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I really missed your verses – it’s been a while!
That line – just amazing. Simply amazing.
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Yes, it’s been a while, but it was time I needed to take for myself 😦
Thank you! I’m so happy you enjoyed reading it! 💙💙💙
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I hope all is well! ❤
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Everything is great! I hope all is well with you 💙
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Thanks for noticing my blog. I am also a lover of poetry. Check out “Love After Love” by Derek Walcott. It’s one of the most healing poems I’ve ever run across. The Nobel Prize committee also liked his work.
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Thank you for the recommendation! I’ll check it out.
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You are certainly correct about searching. My wife and I are senior citizens and trying to do the proper thing relative to COVID-19. We feel like “shut-ins”. The only time we are really out is to go to the grocery store. I hate this situation, but really enjoy your post. You do a marvelous job. Great writing. B.
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