Sometimes, I wish for a family
Sometimes, I just want a home
but this is what life has for me
I think I’m gonna be all alone
Sometimes, I wonder why you created me
Other times your words make me feel whole
I’d fall asleep begging you to stay with me
In the morning, I ask you to keep me strong
At best, life is a catastrophe
but isn’t it where I belong?
And things are always crazy, so
do I ever get to move on?
It hurts when she’s next to me
and it hurts when she’s gone
Tell me, God, for how long will this go on?
I just want a family.
I just want a home.
Love, Alyazya
ALYAZYA 
Isn’t this where I belong ✨✨
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Nice one, deep and emotional Mz!
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Perhaps it is time to let go of your own fears of being the loving being that you are. What comes from other people will always come as long as they hold it inside, and as you value their presence. What you feel inside is your self may come from interaction with other, but eventually it is yours. No one but you can face what lays inside you unless you have faced it first.
Let your self evolve in security of your own kind being ❤
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Thank you, dear 💙 I appreciate your words
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I think I needed them just as much my self, perhaps even more. So thank you ❤
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Without onions the meaning I can tell that this is a deep and emotional expression of a long-standing desire for something missing. Does it matter that I don’t understand? Probably not, so long as I am able to connect and to feel with you and to be by your side giving whatever comfort o can by my presence. Thank you for sharing.
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Thank you for your kind presence
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Good one
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I found your post on Family really thought provoking and inspiring and yet in a way very sad.
I can relate to the way you feel because I have felt the same for most of my life but now I think that the focus of my life is changing and I am becoming more confident and accepting and I actually enjoy spending time with myself and what I have found is that sometimes things have a way of finding us. 🤗🙏
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I’m glad you found comfort and value in the time you spend with yourself! I hope you always feel that way 🤗
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I too hope that you are able to find peace and happiness in your life.🙏🤗
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Thank you 💙💙💙
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This poem teases me – now I’m wondering who “she” is! Very well done.
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This is amazing 😍👍
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Okay…wow. And I mean that in the best way possible. 💖💫
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Enjoyed it. By the way – I have nominated you for a Liebster. https://murphygazette.com/2020/08/10/my-liebster-award-nomination-2020/ . Not spam I swear.
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Glad you did! And thank you 💜 I haven’t read these words in years!
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Hello dear,
Congratulations!!!👏👏👏
You have been nominated for The Mystery Blogger Award 🏆
Your writing skills are great and loveable.Your blogs, especially your poems are beautiful and has always been an inspiration to everyone.
I know for sure you definitely deserve more than this💛🎗️
May God Bless You Abundantly 😇
Here’s the link for the nomination :
https://beleiveu.wordpress.com/2020/08/12/the-mystery-blogger-award%f0%9f%8e%97%ef%b8%8f%f0%9f%8f%86/
Awaiting to see wonderful answers from your side.
Thank you!
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Thank you 💜💜💜
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You are welcome.Hoping to see your answers.
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This is really good. Thank you for sharing this
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Thank you for taking your time to read it 💙
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Cute pic of you at Peter Pan
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Thank you
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You made me feel sad. The pain of not knowing whether you are loved can be such killer. Family is supposed to cure that pain, not bring it to you. I hope you get what is best for you.
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Very intriguing! Nice work!
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Thanks 💙
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Just wanna send across a big virtual hug and loads of love and strength…Take care Yazzeus
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Awwww hugs 💜
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the toughest choice is between belonging and freedom .May i be able to give my self the love I seek from others , so it is now
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Praying for you 🤍
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Hope you find what you’re looking for… in the mean time.. we are here for you…
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Oh, that’s a brilliant piece!
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Sending you much love.
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In the ancient times the well-read person considered as a intelligent person and i think you are truely a well read person, you are an artist and when a person becomes a artist he/she a able to play his/her art and you are a true example of that. When i was reading this i felt something you know like there is something i was connected to for a few minutes. Amazing 💚 Thanks for sharing this and most importantly i also want to talk to you so here is my email if you can just mail me there i want to share something with you. Thank,may you shine like moon
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Thank you
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Felt like reading own story… Good one
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Sad poem friend.
Can I tell you a short story?
So I believe in past lives. I believe in my first life I had a wife. My first wife, an original wife to me.
Now God said thou shalt not fornicate. Ive been on a journey. I want my original wife back. But at times I have neglected that. A few years ago I had children with a woman. Me and her are no longer together.
But sometimes, I think I love her more than my original wife.
Sympathy to you friend.
Signed
http://www.welovetheoldestparents.com
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Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you’re doing better.
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Great well woven piece of work.
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